I feel like I've been on a rampage. Not a scary, tear down physical things and wreck society rampage, but an emotional one. I feel like lately I've been holding so much in so as to not rock the boat that it can't be contained any longer. It's a difficult thing, living at home at 34. I want to get out, but I haven't the financial stability to do that just yet. I'm taking steps though.
At the end of this week, I'll get a car. That will give me at least the freedom to leave when I want, and to go do the silly little things that solidify friendships.
I've also thrown my hat into the ring of Direct Sales. I've taken on the role of Younique Independent Presenter. That's right, I'm selling makeup. I never, in my wildest dreams thought I'd ever be doing anything like this, but I'm enjoying it. It's been slow going for me, and challenging. Trying to get your friends to buy stuff so you can make money isn't exactly ideal for me, but I do love this product, so that helps! I have a wonderful coach, who I look up to in so many different ways. If she can do it, I can too!
I guess that's all I needed to get out for now.
No introspective thoughts to trouble my sleep tonight.